I need your support

Hello, and may the peace, mercy, and blessings of God be upon you. My story is long, but I will summarize it as much as possible. I am a photographer, designer, producer, and model at the same time, passionate about what I do. My journey starts here: I worked solely in photography for two years, and built myself from scratch. Then I spent two years learning video editing, and established myself—thank God. Now, for one year, I have been working in video editing, and praise be to God, I have mastered it—all using just my mobile phone. So, I have five years of experience in this field, thank God. Previously, I bought a camera for around 600 riyals, but it didn't work well due to its poor quality. Honestly, it was only useful for taking pictures, and even those were of very bad quality. I had to sell it and turned instead to marketing and advertising jobs. Occasionally, when requested, I started working as a model. Since the beginning, I've been working as a freelance model and photographer. I rent photography equipment and go out to shoot, but it hasn't been beneficial because most of the earnings go toward renting equipment. I feel like I'm not achieving anything significant, despite having big and high ambitions—my aspirations are far greater than this. Unfortunately, I feel I live in an unsupportive environment, one that lacks the ability to strengthen skills. Thank God, although I shouldn't need help, sometimes circumstances force you to need someone who stands by you and supports you. All I need from you is your backing and standing with me. I built myself from zero and established myself from nothing—no one supported me; neither my family nor relatives or colleagues at work, since I don't have anyone. Especially in Medina, the situation has become extremely difficult—it's hard to find comfortable work, whether in modeling or photography. What I need from you is support with photography equipment, whose images I've attached below: A Sony A7 IV camera, a G Master 24-70 lens, a RS4 PRO gimbal stabilizer, a Godox studio lighting softbox kit, and I also need a laptop: Lenovo Legion Pro 5. I hope someone can support me with these items. Note that I have been working independently on my own since early 2020. These are the missing tools I need to launch my dream and ambitions. Although I started from nothing and never let anything stop me—thank God—there were times when circumstances forced me to pause. From the moment I started until now, I haven't been able to acquire them due to my financial situation. I have no objection if someone provides these items to me and I repay them after a certain period, under agreed-upon terms between us according to a mutual arrangement. Of course, to save time, I've attached photos of the devices I need for my project. Location: Al-Madinah Al-Munawwarah Contact: (Phone number appears when clicking the 'Contact' button)